When God Calls You to Ministry

Amid its descriptions of trials and testings, the book of James reveals the bestowing of God’s wisdom and grace for every circumstance.

The 1970s were a decade of significant breakthrough in my personal relationship with God. As a young wife and mother who had been saved at age 9, I found myself hungry for God, His presence, His voice, and the personal knowledge of Him that produces intimacy.

The decade had brought brokenness and blessing, but as I approached the threshold of the 1980s the Holy Spirit began to address deeper issues related to my perception of abundant Christian living. I found myself faced with a deep inner struggle over a call to public ministry.

During a day of prayer and fasting I sought God’s will. I was happy in the shadows and shunned the limelight. Tenaciously I clung to the security and comfort of the background, but God wanted to take me to a new place in Him.

I could identify with Moses and his burning bush experience (see Ex. 3:1-4) as God worked to expand my understanding of relationship and obedience.

Moses pleaded: “But I’m not the person for a job like that. O Lord, I’m just not a good speaker. I never have been, and I’m not now!” (See Ex. 3:11; 4:10.)

Even with God’s encouragement and promise of faithful help, he still cried, “Lord, please! Send someone else!” (See Ex. 4:11-13.) I understood.

Then Exodus 4:14 arrested my attention: “Then the Lord became angry” (The Living Bible). The New King James Version reads, “So the anger of the Lord was kindled against Moses.”

In the fear of the Lord I wept bitterly and repented. I did not want His anger, only His mercies! The challenge was to arise from the back side of the desert that had become the place of intimacy.

God was changing the format. From the joy of private relationship, a call was sounding out for public duty, and God was looking for only one answer: yes, Lord.

Before the day was over, the Holy Spirit had given me a new assignment–to begin teaching interdenominational Bible studies in our area, something I had never done. Throughout the next six years of committed obedience, my life was forever changed. And it was particularly the study of the book of James that activated this transformation.

A Book of Blessing My perception of this short book was simply that it was a hard teaching, nothing to entice me to embrace the message–a book that spoke mostly of what needed to be taken away. But because this had been selected for our course of study, I had to confront the truth James held. I was the appointed teacher!